It's our 7th anniversary~! May Allah blessed us and our friendship. May Allah help us in keeping our friendship intact so that it will last forever. We may be apart from each other physically, but don't let the distant tear us apart from each other.
Allow me to send an appreciation message to my precious friend. Kalau ada yang terasa sebab aku tulis untuk dia je, I'm sorry. You guys do know how much I treasure her right? :P
To Tehah,
We have been together for 10 years now. We have gone through some ups and downs within these 10 years. We once kept a distance, but we managed to stay by each other side. We once, almost ended our friendship, we didn't talk to each other for months and again, somehow we managed to stay. Then the same thing happened, and again, we decided to stay. I know it's not good to think this way, I can't help it but think that we may repeat the same thing over and over again. If that will ever happen again, please remember that deep down, I never want us to be separated. All I ever wish for is for us and the other Eleven's members to stay together forever. If you ever notice that I've been away for so long, drag me back. It could be that I'm running away from something again. I'm a coward. I'll never talk about myself if nobody ask me. Even if someone did ask me, there's no guarantee that I'll talk about it. Here's a tip. Force me to talk about anything you want to know. That's the only way you'll ever hear from me. Force here means, keep asking me. Asking me once won't get you anywhere. So yeah, keep asking me the same thing until you get the answers. Last one, remember this, glued it in your memory, use a super strong glue; I love you. I never hate you, not even once. I'll never be able to hate you. No matter how much I get hurt by your words and actions, I'll end up forgive you.
Sincerely,
Me.
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To the others,
I love you guys as well. I know that I've never really talk about myself. Even if I do talk about it, it always stuff from years ago. That's why, if you have any question, if you are curios about something related to me, just ask. Don't worry about me end up crying from talking about it. Some of you did told me few years ago that you guys are afraid to ask me because you are worried that I might end up crying. *sigh* Don't be stupid guys. Just ask me. Anything, anytime.
Oh! If you just want to talk to me about normal stuff *what's normal stuff anyway?* or you know, talk about stupid shits is fine too. Just send me a text! A call is fine too, depends though.
hahahaha, I'm bored. I'm stressed due to my assignments and test and midterm exam.
I miss you guys la sebenarnya :/ it's our 7th anniversary but never once, we celebrate it together *sigh*
sorry for all these useless rambling. I should be doing my term paper (essay) that must have 2500 words instead of typing all of these stuff *sigh*
Ok la, better go now. It's 12.45am already and none of my assignment is done yet. Well, I won't do it like right now anyway, I wanna go to sleep already, feels so tired.
「One Hundred Million Stars Falling from the Sky」
What are you to me
What am I to you
I wonder what we mean to each other
There's no way for me to know that
For a heart to turn grief-colored
I'm sure there must be a reason
Before I know it, I got scared
Whenever I'm immersed my thoughts about our future together I feel unsettled
I don't want to, I hate it
When I get involved in the things I can't
I become frightened of the loneliness
and lonely because of my fear
Upon the one hundred million stars falling from the sky, I just wish for one thing
It's all because of your profile right beside me that feels so distant
You will grow old
I will grow old
The two of us will shrink
Together we become stars
Right next to us
Death was really close
Before I know it, I got scared
Whenever I think about things I can't imagine I feel unsettled
I don't want it. I hate it.
When I tried to avoid things I couldn't comprehend
I gazed absently at the night sky, just to get nowhere
Upon the one hundred million stars falling from the sky, I just wish for one thing
Compared to this vast universe I'm far too small
Even though distant
It will draw closer
Like a whisper
Praying
Even though piercing
It means no harm
Teasingly
Glittering... Shooting across the sky...
Upon the one hundred million stars falling from the sky, I just wish for one thing
When I become a star one day, I wonder if I can still stay beside you
This single piece of wish soars
and melt into the deep blue sky
At the end of these one hundred million glitters
I'm alone, thinking of you
